Tuesday, October 5

This Song Applies to Anyone Who Has Ever Loved.(yet another song i found that i liked the lyrics too)

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bunk alone with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day

Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last

It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses
In white houses
In white houses
You can't say you just read that and didn't think one little part applied to you.

Vanessa Carlton-White Houses.
When i first heard this song i hated in instantly because i thought it was hillary duff, but now that i know it isn't it's my new favourite one!

Love Song

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

I bet everyone in this whole world has someone they could sing this song about.


I bet

Sick....eh?

Yes, that's right. Today I am sick, so i shall spend the day wastefully galavanting the internet in my pajamas and eating beef and bean burritos i found in my freezer.
And reminiscing. Not the best thing to do right now.
But no matter what
file://everyone .

Sunday, October 3

Do You Ever...

Do you ever wake up screaming when you know it wasn't real?
Do you ever wish that somehow you could have that one last meal?
Have you ever hoped that one day that star for you would shine?
Have you ever looked at a guy and said, "Damn, wish he were mine."
Could you ever leave the one you love for someone who loves you?
Could you ever walk a thousand miles wearing only just one shoe?
Did you ever do something awful that you knew just wasn't right?
Did you ever say something mean that started a lasting fight?
Would you ever say, "I'm sorry." when you knew it wasn't you?
Would you ever say, "I love you." If you knew it wasn't true?

Some questions may go unanswered.
Some questions may seem obscene.
Some may be thoughtful, And some may be mean.
But these are ones that need be answered.
That look into your soul.
So go ahead and respond.
Tell the truth whatever it may be.
Cus what we need in life in answers.
And the truth will set us free.



Saturday, October 2

School Yearbook

Hey Kat. Wow! It's been crazy but fun. I can't think about how different it would be without you! 6 chicks for life. lylas Jen
Katelyn, I hope you have a really fun summer. Good luck in Saint John High, Maybe i might call you. Todd
Have a great summer Kat! Your pal Tim
Hey kat! Hope your summer kicks ass! u gotta call me! luv ya hunnie! Maria
Hey what's up Kat? Have a super awesome summer! Love Larry Cyah in High School!
Hey Kat! Great times we have had! Have an awesome summer and i'll see you later! love you lots Lindsay
Hey Katelyn. Have fun in High School from Bria.
Hey Katylane! Have a great summer Love Brent.
Hey Katelyn! Talk to Todd. You owe me for them thongs. Have a kick ass summer. see ya in grade nine!!!!!!!!!!! Levi.
Hey Kat. Umm well we didn't talk much but you're cool! Thanks for letting me play with your makeup lol C-you next year. Katie
Have a great summer. enjoy high school. Mr. C.
Yo Katelyn you know you crazy. Don't forget smoking tea bags isn't cool see ya later. Jeff
Hey Katelyn have a good ....AH! the pen is dying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dylan
Hey this is Jason have a good summer.
Hay it's Pat. I love you
Hey Katelyn, I'll miss you so much next year! Hope you have an awesome summer + an even greater time in high school. Love ya! Eileen.
Hey Katelyn. We will miss you at PES. have a great summer and have an awesome time in high school! luv yah Kayla.
Hey Katelyn, Always remember "mange ca spandex man!" and "L'equipe de Bonheur." P.S. lucky jason !!&the eraser! Meghan.
Hey Kate, have a great summer we need to hangout. and Mike. It's been a great year being in your class, it was amazing. I'm gonna miss you like crazy next year kid, family reunions! love ya lots! your homie biatch!! Peace lylas. Natalie
Hay Katelyn, Had a sweet time on the "strip" playing spot the bum! I can't beleive me and Tim tied!! Shrek
Hey kat! I'm going to miss you so much! ur awesome! lol have fun in High School and i'll see ya around Milleville! LYLAS Chizzy.
Katelyn, Shred Betty, Snow Queen, for all the trouble that you create your not a bad kid, let the boys go thier own way and don't follow. Good luck next year. Good luck, Good Bye. I will miss your "Art Talents". Mr. Gray.
Hay wat's up see you in the summer K peace Corey.
Hey babe! We've hung out a few times in Milleville...Oh! And that one time in the girl's bathroom but that's about it! You gotta call me sometime Becca.
Hey katelyn! have a kick ass summer! i'm going to miss u lots! have an awesome yr in highschool without us! Jessica.
Hey Katielin Have a good summer man. I'll see you around kid. Peace out Trevor.
Hey Katelyn. We've had some great times since i've met you and we're definately gonna have a lot more next year. Love Jeremy.
Bye Katelyn I'll miss you. James.
Bye Katelyn, have a great summer and a fun time in high school. Hickey
Have fun in high school!!! Greg. Insane in the Ukraine!
Sean. have a good summer. see you in high school
Hey babe This past week has been amazing with you. I hope there will be more to come. Can't wait for sj high. Have a great summer. Love Mike
Bonjour Katelyn. Continue d'etre vrai avec toi-meme at avec les autres. Bonne chance au High School! M. Giroux
Hey kat! sup? nothing? Wow! later! Rob

Sign my yearbook. Leave a comment. Maybe they will cheer me up like these do.






































Friday, October 1

Gooooooooood Morning Saints, And Here Are Your Morning Announcements!

This is what we hear every morning JUST as Mr. Little or Ms. Lawton start up into thier boring english routine. Then what follows is about five minutes of rambling from some voice in the wall and some well said announcements.
The morning announcements have become the first thing that feels home-like at stm. When i come into english i just know that at any moment that beep, beep, beep noise will start and i will hear his voice.
If only he'd use his power a bit more. If I had access to something that amazing i'd be making announcements more like this.

"Goooooooood morning Saints!!!! And here are your morning announcements!!
Today's tryouts for the coffee house have been cancelled due to the fact that Ms. Lawton is too busy fucking M. Garey.
The football team is having another game tonight at the Shams, so i want to see you all out there cheering in your red and white and maybe, just MAYBE we'll win again. Then that'll be the first time in EIGHTEEN years we've won two games in a row!!
Get Your Pink On went very succesful yesterday, as well as our assembly, which was made all the better by Miss Horgan's surprise visit, complete with a new haircut. Now, can we all agree that she looks like a man in a skirt?!?Come on!!!!! Brad could pass for more of a woman then she could.
CCM, would you please come to the office? A new carpet has arrived and we would like you to test it out.
And Mme. Vaughan, please would you let the world know what you are?!?! come on!!! make up your mind!!!
And those are your morning announcements, so until tomorrow's , keep being little Saints and GET UR PINK ON!!!!!!!!!

even thought it wouldn't be pink day anymore i'd still say that. It has a nice ring to it.

I think im in love with the morning announcemtns guy.......eghw

Get Ur Pink On!!!!!

Think Pink!
The pink panther aint got SHIT on STM today!!
CIBC'S run for the cure took over our halls today as we had "Pink Day". Everyone showed thier school spirit...and it was really nice to see.
Best Outfit Awards as Follows:
Kyle:For your pink button up shirt and pink hoodie worn underneath (which made you look just like an angelic little cupid) i give you a 4/10
Paul:For your fuchia pink long sleeved shirt and your pink pin striped skort...(borrowed from my cousin Jess) i give you a 5/10
Guiliano:For your hot pink knitted bikini top (complete with paper boobs) and pastel pink retro poodle skirt, (All worn over his actual clothes.) i give you 7/10.
Brad:For your tube top of a pink dress, hot pink mini skirt with pink flower and pink three quarter lenghted sleeved top, all with some flower behind your ears.......i give you 9.5/10 on the scale of how much of an idiot you looked like!!!!!
Oh god......guys, you never cease to make me laugh. keep it up:) you brighten my days.
Can't wait until i get those pics developped. Talk about black mail!!!!!!!

Thursday, September 30

Advice

Advice for the homeless man-Stay away from Tom. He seriously will kick you.

Advice for M. Garey-When me and Jess come into class "crying" with a "family emergency" we were definately NOT at Jungle Jim's.

Advice for Guiliano-Tom is not gay and does not enjoy you clinging off of him in gym class. And you stink, get some deodorant.

Advice for Ben-Ask me out again pretending to be Tom and I'll kick your ass! Oh and sorry for standing you up for lunch,sniff sniff, I had a family emergency.

Advice for Todd-Stop asking me out as friends!!!!

Advice for K-he lies, He Lies, HE LIES!!

Advice for Mme. Vaughan.-You're ugly. Get a face job and do SOMETHING about your damn hair.

Advice for R-Being different makes you better then the everyday.

Advice for A-Looking like a gum cube is never good.

Advice for M-Never forget. Your memories will bring you closer to your goal then you can ever imagine.

Advice for J-Perverts are not looked kindly upon. Unless it's you.

Advice for Chris-Football pants in gym are NOT normal...but funny.

Advice for everyone close to me-Loving me is not a good thing. I break hearts.

If you would like some advice of your own...leave a comment


Monday, September 27

Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

Grew up in a large town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd stare out the car window
Dreaming of what could be
And if We'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I've loved.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Wanna feel that warm breeze
Sleep under a tall tree
Feel the Pacific ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And I'll break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.

Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I've loved.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though it's now not easy to say goodbye
But I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.

Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I came from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Breakaway Break away


(My version)

Sunday, September 26

Not Anymore.

I used to walk in the rain, just to feel it drop down on me. Just to smell the scent of rain. Just to feel insignificant.
I used to bake cookies. Every weekend, to fill the house up with the sweet smell of chocolate. To have Mom and Liss come home to fresh baking.
I used to paint picutres, do artwork, draw. All things to express myself. Beautiful colors swirled onto paper and canvas that described my every desire.
I used to redecorate my room every month or so, to forget the things that had happened. To start again new, fresh, to make things seem like a new start.
I used to catch the bus to school in the mornings. Walk back through the aisles saying hi to people i knew along the way. Reach the back and take my earned seat.
I used to open my locker. Same code every day. 43-25-43 for threee years. Inside were photos of me, friends, family. Stickers, old lunches, text books that i had forgot i had and had to pay for.
I used to be young. Watch the Big Comfy Couch. Build forts, enjoy the park. Play on playgrounds for no reason, chase the wind and leaves.
I used to be happy. My life had so much meaning to it. I had a family that cared so much about me and i was secure, even though i was constantly moving and leaving behind things, i was happy. What happened to everything? When did it all fall down? Why didn't i notice that the simple things that made me soo happy are things i would never think of doing again? I wish i could walk in the rain one last time, with my yellow rubber boots.
I was young.
Not anymore.