Wednesday, January 4

Question...

Is it better to have something and lose it painfully, or to have never experienced having it at all and spend the rest of your life wondering?

Sometimes I wonder what it's all worth. The fighting and such. Why do we even bother? And why is the only advice I get to talk about it. I'm pretty sure that helps no one in situations like this.

I used to consider myself lucky. I suppose I still do to a degree, but hey, if you're reading this, do you? I know you have all these ideal concepts in your mind. They don't seem to fit the picture anymore, do they?

So instead of taking the message to heart, why don't you just fight with me some more.

And don't start with how it's my fault, cus I'm pretty sure I'm the one attempting.

But don't bother attempting yourself. Don't over exert yourself, wouldn't want to have to get off the couch now would we?

Parents! *rolls eyes.*

3 comments:

Jay said...

Of course that's THE question, isn't it? I say yes, it's worth it in the end.

Candace said...

Parents are poopy. im in biiig trouble cuz i called my mommy a crach whore :).
i miss you.. so we hang out when im not in so much trouble, okay?
<3.

Anonymous said...

"Is it better to have something and lose it painfully, or to have never experienced having it at all and spend the rest of your life wondering?"
you more than anyone should know my opinion on this one... summer love.. my summer love. at the time it all seamed right, all seemed like it was worth it. but afterwards, when he was gone, i thought differently. the pain that you go through... the tears that seem all wasted.. the nights without hardly any sleep... it wasnt worth it. none of it ever was.

Chantal

p.s- i miss you... girls night soon?